五月

讲一个事。

我多年来，对世界宜居角落一世保有兴趣。

早年驱动是对现世的不满意，而今理解人间太多难处，便也心存良善，甚至有所感恩。

而继续的打听却没有停止，是因国内大多地区都太热，我是不能忍受热的，每夏的炎热都是难关。

日本的严格社会想是适合，但也同样太热，北海道大雪也不太舒心。

加州近海滨城倒听是不错，只是所需的机遇和辛苦过多，想来人生浅短也颇虚妄。

所以是依旧准备的。

春夏

有一些新进展，今年学起来日语了。

今年的春天不大平凡，疫情肆虐，心中的孤独有些越发肆虐。

三月中以来开始逐步陷入从前的灰色，夏日未到，抑郁如旧，说说笑笑的，转眼间就有突破承受的心痛如绞无法坦诚。

可以刻意忽略内心深处，还是会被抓住，夜深人静时的面对。大概已不适合如此矫情，而死灰一般的思意在令人窒息。

Sample of Chinese handwriting

Sample for https://www.hackingchinese.com/36-samples-of-chines-handwriting-from-students-and-native-speakers/ write with cold shaky hand in quick for native and casual.

Samples from that article are not that generals in my daily life in my view, I would tend to believe those samples are more likely written by teenagers from the 'stiff' looks if I don't know their age, though Chinese handwriting is so vary due to different people, age, educations this days.

Yes, lot of my classmates will write in the way more like those samples instead of scripts style cause people type too much now time. but not my teachers whose born in 1970s-1980s grown up without computer, they will do handwriting more like mine in my opinion as I spent quite a lot of time practicing for approaching my teachers and parents handwriting style during my school days.